Frozen

Let it goooo, let it go! Can't hold it back anymooooore

Naaaah, just kidding.

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I look around, but I only see
Gloom and grey and shades of white
Why does this sight fill me with glee?
Do I not fear the freezing night?

For I am lost in a wrathful storm,
Snows cover all and cold winds rage
They attack my skin, like a vicious swarm
Of angry bees, in a war they wage

"I shall not fall", I swear, I vow.
"I will not die both cold and alone
I fear no winds, I'll not move now!
My roots are deep and hard as stone"

I feel the cold, it gives me hope
And power and strength and an icy grin
For the cold is me... and I shall cope
With the furious sea of pain within.

"Storm, do your worst, I fear you not!
I've been through far worse storms than you."
The storm replies "You'll die and rot"
And the winds of vengeance blew and blew.

Curse my pride, what kind of man
Would challenge a storm and still survive?
Chased by bees, though other men ran
I walked right up and kicked their hive

Though I am strong, I've made mistakes,
For those I'll pay, for years and years.
Though my regret would fill all lakes
It would not dry their endless tears.

Winter's child and forged from ice,
I was so proud of my cold heart
I had not thought that the price
Would be paid most dearly by their part.

With that, I did kneel in the snow
"My sorrow does not appease their pain"
For every breath I take is a blow,
To the happy memories I have slain.

And thus, I shall await my fate
The king of cold and ice shall freeze
I'd make amends, but it's too late
For me to apologize on my knees.

Some men might wish for a noble death,
With the glow of the Sun, in which they bask
But I'll call for the winds with my last breath,
For a frozen death is all I ask

And though it seems so, it's not mad
For a man to pay for what he's done
and though I freeze, do not be sad
Fulfilled; I'll smile until I'm gone.

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For everyone I've ever hurt. I am sorry.

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