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Sunday, 10 June 2018

Becoming Strangers

I saw myself excited,
With a mischievous glint in my eye;
The joy of meeting someone...
The spark of something new.

I saw myself ensnared,
In the bear trap of love...
With no desire to escape,
And no way out but one.

I saw myself confused,
Unsure of where to go next;
I’d learned the taste of happiness...
And it was too sweet to last.

I saw myself in denial,
As my world came crashing down...
I told myself I was fine;
That I would soar up high, again.

I saw myself shot down;
My broken wings ablaze...
I hid and cowered and fled
The collapse of a crumbling sky.

I saw myself crushed,
With no will left to live.
I saw myself give up;
For my apocalypse had won.

I saw all that and more,
As I lay in bed in the dark...
Almost unable to grasp,
How far I’d come since then.

It’s hard to be exactly sure,
Of when I was reborn;
The exact date and time
My heart stopped craving hers.

But I found myself grateful;
For the relentless march of time...
As I recalled the pain I’d felt,
And how hard it had been to heal.

And now I owe a toast,
To the greatest healer of all;
As my wings spread anew,
And I once more take to the skies...

To celebrate the end;
And conclude my final verse
In the bittersweet symphony
Of Becoming Strangers.